okay lah i'm not so heartbroken;



today was going to be the day i said "hi" to him but, i was a lot of days too late. well, too bad fazlinda. try again next time.


remain positive, remain positive

Grey's Anatomy and Brothers and Sisters gave me good tears.

about 2 hrs ago i felt damn shitty.
the urge to cry was there but i just couldn't
because well, because i dunno what i want to cry about.

so with those 2 shows, i had a good cry.

now *smiles*


and i HATE Gossip Girls ending lahhh!

btw, it's freaking 4:48 am. monday morning. -_-

i know i shouldn't be putting my hopes high but seriously i can't help it;



GEEK VIEWED MY FREAKING FRIENDSTER!!!!



and i dreamt that i got married to a loving man
who couldn't keep his hands off me.
really made me feel appreciated.
and i feel like crying because i won't find him.
i know i won't.

From this


To this


And finally to this (the bottom left)




is he hot or what?! he's my perfect geek. we were colleagues and then school just had to start ah. sheesh. but deep down inside i just know we will never cross the same path. he deserves a hot hot girl (apparently his EX-gf is damn hot and has been constantly contacting him and he is so pissed with it..how do i know? because dude, i'm a stalker lahh.. and also because Z gives me the best tips ;)) and when he is in his mid or late 20s and he hasn't find a good wife then maybe just MAYBE he'll look my way.

ni kes ikan belen-belen. kalau laku, laku lah kite, kalau tak, jadi andatu nampak nye