my knuckles turned white

Monday, January 19, 2009


Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do



perfect song for him, a year and 6 months ago. or to those who were almost.


my heart aches now because i want a boyfriend to laugh and hold this cold hands.
please grant me this wish, please.

i don't know where to find him. i've been waiting and wasting my time. i know i know i sound soo sappy and blahh but yeah. at this moment in time (3:03 am, 19th Jan 09) i feel this really really heavy feeling, like as if i want to cry but i don't know why, in my heart and all i'm asking for is a boyfriend.

i know he is out there somewhere. i just feel that it's time he shows his face.